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That's right -- this is going to be a rant...

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As we all know , I have been battling

my weight since1996.

( Until then I never weighed over 140# )

And we all know I have been on several

meds since then also.

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Well I have been researching the meds I have

been on since 1999( yes , since we moved to AR)

only to find out the the freaking doctors

don't give you all of the facts when they prescribe

certain meds. Before you say I should have

read the info from the pharmacy---I did read it

and it does not say shit about "possible" weight gain.

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I am REALLY pissed at UAMS and their miracle

weight loss program-- they knew exactly

what meds on was on and what dosages, yet they NEVER

told me that the medicine I was on was a BIG part

of my weight problem. WTF !!!!! Greedy Bastards.

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As I have always said- Doctors think they are Gods.

and they are not. They don't care about people.

They care about trips to the bank and perks

from the drug companies.

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I am going back to the old ways , accupuncture,

homeopathic meds, massage and herbs.

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I have been beating myself up and not

liking myself for soooo long ,

well no more- that phase is O V E R .

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I will start weaning myself off of the "BAD" medicine,

so bear with me while I go thru the Bionic Bitch stage .

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